Do you think two people can last forever?

I believe that two people can last forever if both people have the same effort of making the relationship work and if the innovate themselves throughout their relationship :D

I dare you to love me...

6 hours of talking, ranting and venting. I understand now.

It's been 6 days since I last saw him and to tell you the truth I'm MISSING him so much.

Last night, me, him and our friend we're talking (Three-way call) Our friend was ranting about his girl, his girl did something that was really out of the line, it was the same mistake I did in our first few days of being together.

When our friend was telling the story of what happened, I felt so ashamed, I felt so bad. You're hearing it from a guy's perspective of how it felt and to think that he felt that way when I told him, it's unbearable. Our friend was really mad and he was asking Steph (my boyfriend) and me what to do on this situation.

The girl said she did that because he missed him. Our friend was asking
Steph if he should believe the reason that the girl gave. That was the SAME reason why I did those stupid things. So I waited for his answer, I kept quiet.

Friend: Should I believe her reason?

Steph: I don't know but I believed the girl

Friend: Why?

Steph: Since I know the girl. You'll know If she's honest with you. It really depends on the girl, I know the girl and She's honest so I believed her. You know her the most, You should know.

Friend: How did that go?

Steph: We're okay now, Very okay.

When I heard him say that.... I didn't know what to say. I was shocked. I honestly am still guilty for what happened and I admit that I was wrong. I shouldn't have done that to him. I shouldn't let him feel that way after everything he's been through. I hated myself for that.

I didn't say anything, They were still talking and he was giving advice to him. I just listened taking notes of the smallest of things. I wanted to know what is right or wrong in his perspective and from what I'm hearing he's advices to our friend really is right.

Some of his basis for his advices is our relationship, how it works and how we are. Hearing from him what he's learned from our relationship really makes me smile. He trusts me and Loves me.

I Love Him for being there when I was really down, I thank him for all of the efforts he's made. I understand now, I understand why I love him so much.

14 LOVE 2 months.

April 14, 2011

2 months.

I can honestly say that I've never been happier with my life. :D
Your amazing, wonderful, understanding, incredible... every time I think of you, only positive words comes out. You got me, completely. No one has ever made me feel this way before ever, It so amazing this feeling your making me feel.

When I don't see you even just for a day, I feel so lonely. When I don't see you for two days, I feel like crying. When you say the cutest things, I smile instantly and that smile doesn't go away that fast. When you hug me, I feel so safe. When you whisper and say I Love You, It's like I'm complete. Every simple thing you do, just makes this big impact on me.

The little things, The little things you do make the most impact. Your gestures, texts, smiles, words and your surprises.

Every single day, I forget that I was once depressed about him. Every single day, I forget all the hurt I felt before. Every single day, I fall even more deeper in-love with you....

All I want to do is to make you happy, to make you smile, to show you that those other girls were wrong for hurting and leaving you just like that. I'm lucky to have you and I'm confident enough to say that you're really my now and forever....

I LOVE YOU, FOREVER AND ALWAYS!!! :">

Last Emotional Dumb about a guy I once liked.

 Nothing- The Script

This will be that last post about you, this would be my last blog about you and my love for you. After this, everything would change. I'll totally forget you, I'll just be a friend, a normal best friend no more benifits or whatever just a friend to lean on and cry on.

For the past 6 months, I loved you no matter what. I became someone I wasn't expecting to be. I changed completely, pushed people away, pulled people near, broke the rules, let myself go. Basically lost myself in those 6 months. But I don't regret anything at all, I'm happy now because I learned from every mistake I made from those 6 months. Everything was not really a mistake at all, everything I did out of love.

I'm fine now, I can now say I'm happy and contented with what I have.

Giving everything to someone who wasn't really sure what they feel about you is hard especially If you've really fallen really hard for that person. I didn't care of what people thought of me when I was with you. Little did I know I was gaining haters just because everyone thinks I'm this obsessed, stealer girl who's madly in love with a guy who has a girl. Maybe that was true but I was becoming blind of everything, shutting my ears to the warnings, closing my eyes to the truth.

contnuee....