Last Emotional Dumb about a guy I once liked.

 Nothing- The Script

This will be that last post about you, this would be my last blog about you and my love for you. After this, everything would change. I'll totally forget you, I'll just be a friend, a normal best friend no more benifits or whatever just a friend to lean on and cry on.

For the past 6 months, I loved you no matter what. I became someone I wasn't expecting to be. I changed completely, pushed people away, pulled people near, broke the rules, let myself go. Basically lost myself in those 6 months. But I don't regret anything at all, I'm happy now because I learned from every mistake I made from those 6 months. Everything was not really a mistake at all, everything I did out of love.

I'm fine now, I can now say I'm happy and contented with what I have.

Giving everything to someone who wasn't really sure what they feel about you is hard especially If you've really fallen really hard for that person. I didn't care of what people thought of me when I was with you. Little did I know I was gaining haters just because everyone thinks I'm this obsessed, stealer girl who's madly in love with a guy who has a girl. Maybe that was true but I was becoming blind of everything, shutting my ears to the warnings, closing my eyes to the truth.

contnuee....