Wednesday, December 31, 2014

A Last lookback at 2014

This year has been the happiest and most devastatingly depressing year of my life. Happiest because I've finally finished college and seeing my mom so proud and happy was the most rewarding thing I ever felt. This year I've also accomplished so much working under the most understanding and awesome boss ever Ms. Teresa! I've also started a dream I've always wanted, opening an online shop with stephen (sorandomshoph) and another one with Robert (somethingheavenlymnl). This year I've also went to places with family and friends, those trips are so memorable and epic. I can't begin to explain how awesome they were. This year also I got the most cutest present ever from Stephen... Logan :"> 

Graduation July 5, 2014

Working under Ms. Teresa Barrozo

Camp Netanya, Batangas July 12-13, 2014


La Union May 21-23, 2014

Logan was given to me by Stephen April 4, 2014



Devastatingly depressing because of what happened to my mom. To tell you all honestly I was scared of the responsibility given to me by my family and relatives, I knew the responsibility will come to me eventually but not this early. I wasn't ready for it and each day was a struggle for me not to be depressed and to be strong for my brother and my mom because I knew they were counting on me. But everyday was a struggle, for weeks I was wishing that everything was a dream and every night I kept asking God Why us? Why my mom?. I had to face the reality that everything was gonna change from then on and I should be able to manage even though I was feeling so down. I wasn't alone though my relatives especially my Uncles and Aunts the ones who help me get through each day guiding me on what I should do and helped me make decisions on what the doctors should do to my mom. It was comforting being surrounded with people who care for you so much and I'm really thankful for them. Even after everything they are still there for me calling each day and/or going here to visit us. 

Thank you especially to Tita Evelyn and Family because you have been there always guiding me and caring for us until now, I know Tita sobrang busy ka with work and kila Lola but you always call me and have taken the responsibility of being our Mom until Mama gets better. I am thankful beyond words Tita Super, You are amazing! :* I Love You! :* 

To Tito Elmer and Tita Chie, Thank you for lending us the hospital bed for mama and other medical equipments for mama's needs. Thank you for never failing to making mama smile and laugh when you visit us and for calling also too. We Love You!

To Tito Edwin and Tita Liza, for helping us with the bars in the washroom and physical therapy equipment she uses. Thank you also for helping us and recommending Irene who helped mama a lot, For also visiting and making mama talk and laugh too. For our Christmas shopping which we are so thankful because we weren't sure if we can do it this year but you brought us and showed us a great time helping us forget even for a little while what we are going through. Thank you Super Tito ad Tita! We Love You!

To Tita Ellen and Tito Lito, for the speech tools and flashcards we use for her speech therapy. Thank you Tita for talking to me and being so amazing and help me get through all my past burdens and fears. It helped me be stronger because I am whole again and for answering questions I've longed to know the answers too... Thank you Tita For that! I Love You! 

To Tito Ernie and Tita Beth, for sharing your knowledge about mama's condition that gave me the idea to make her sing. For always keeping the faith that mama will get better soon and for making her feel loved. Thank you Tito and Tita! We Love You! 

I also want to thank Stephen's Family for also being there and supporting me through the whole ordeal, having another set of family pushing you to be strong helped me a lot throughout everything. I am so lucky to have such a very welcoming second family in them. Thank you po! We Love you din po!! :* 

To Tita Baby, Thank you Tita for always encouraging me to be stronger and keep the faith that mama will get better soon. Thank you for the prayer book too it really helped me through a lot. For always welcoming me to your home and for the yummy meals I had in your house ;) Thank you Tita for treating me like family too and thank you for raising a very loving and understanding guy po, Hands down Tita! :D Thank you po sa lahat sobrang thank you :*

Another thank you to the people who have been there for me who have proven that true friendship is still there...

Crescents, Thank you for being there and keeping me strong. For the encouraging words and hugs I've received during that time. For making me laugh and for listening to my rants about life and love. Thank you guys to next year!

This one has been there for me being my rock through the the hardest time of my life, Stephen. Thank you for everything for being there, wiping my tears and for the tight hugs. Thank for never leaving my side and for the endless encouraging words you tell me. You have been so patient with me through everything and very understanding. I can't find the right words to describe how thankful I am that you were there through everything. You are a blessing my love... Till Next Year we will make more memories (good ones this time) with my family and yours. I Love You with All my Heart :*

Lastly to the Lord for giving me another year to spend with my mom and for helping my mom recover day by day. I know you have a plan for us and I trust in you Lord. Guide me and my family through every decision we face. Thank you Lord! We Love You! :*