Seeking

Seeking attention from Him. Frustrates me that I can't get his attention nowadays. It's all about how He's feeling so sick so what I'll do is let him sleep to get better or just now I'm competing against his growing addiction to the andriod game "epic". Somehow I'm really frustrated that I don't get to spend much time talking to him nowadays. School's just started for him this week and its just starting and I'm already having problems with him.

Oh so petty shar, why can't you understand that he's busy, become busy with your life. oh tell me about it. Its just so hard to not know what's happening to him, I've been especially worried this past few days because he wasn't feeling alright. It was a valid reason not to talk to him to long and just let him sleep and rest to feel better. I would really appreciate the effort from him if he would just text me and tell me what's happening to him throughout his day. I do that, its not a big deal to ask that isn't?

I texted him this afternoon with a long message about how I realized things from watching a movie and I like I really wanted to make him feel special and it took him so long to reply. Tonight he asked me to send him my schedule for this term so I did. I asked him too to send his schedule too but until now I haven't got it. His replies to my texts are so off from what I was texting, which really irritated the hell out of me. Then I called him after he was finished with dinner and learned that he was playing epic and said to me wait. So I got really pissed off. Now I'm just really pissed off because I spent so much time worrying and wanting to know what is happening to him and I'm feeling like he doesn't even want to know what's happening to me :l
Just WTF WTF WTF!

Stressed out

With all the things that been happening around me, I really want to have some peace and quiet. I miss summer where I get to spend days just lying around in bed, being lazy and watching my favorite series all day.

But now I just feel so stressed with school, people and some other things. The pressure's on this year because I'm graduating, Yes i'm finally graduating next year. All the work required for this term is pilling up by the minute and not a single day goes by that I don't have to do some major requirement for school and it's slowly draining me out. School's just started but I'm already feeling like we had school for 2 terms already. I just need an escape from all this. All this madness. Somebody take me away please....