I wish I knew something was up... I wish I was the given the change myself before all this started. I did not know what was happening.
A person will know what they have done is wrong if they we're called out about it.
I wish I called out about it, I wish I was given the chance to change myself earlier. I can't do anything now to change what has happened it exploded in ways that I didn't even knew possible in their hands. I didn't know I was crossing the line and they were giving me chances to change, but I was changing something that I thought was something that they wanted to change about me but I was wrong it wasn't about that, it was about something else. I'm so stupid. why haven't I noticed that I was hurting them, that I was doing things I didn't know I was capable before.
I'm scared, I'm scared what tomorrow might bring. I want to change I REALLY WANT TO, not only for myself but people around me as well. I'm not perfect, no one's ever perfect. I just want to be given a chance to explain myself to them, to also understand their side fully. No words can fix this.. not even sorry.
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