I feel that's somethings missing and I'm pretty sure its him. We haven't seen each other since its their Finals and of course he has to study. I know that but there's a part of me, a part of me that's selfish that I want him to just stop studying for his exams and just even a short time make a effort to see me. I know I'm so selfish but I really miss him. Being away from him, it messes up my mind pretty bad, I can't really concentrate that much. WEIRD, since even before I met him, I like another guy but I never really felt like this for that guy but him. It's so different like I'm discovering a new side of me that I never knew I had.
I always thought that I wasn't the jealous type of person but its weird with him, I feel so jealous. I try as much as possible to not be jealous because one I know I'm not like that and two because he tells me not to be.
I just really miss him, I really miss him a lot! I miss how he holds my hand, how he always kiss my forehead, the way he hugs me so tight and his adorable smile. I wish it was Friday so I can see him. please, please... let time be more faster than this.
