I hate it when people you know, people you consider as friends blame you for falling for this guy, when in the first place they were the ones who pushed you more into liking him.
Like I remember this time when i asked this "friend" if I should tell the guy that I love him... He told me go for it! and now he's like all over me teasing me about I should be distancing myself from him and he intentionally brings up the topic of the girl and makes me and the guy i like really awkward. I mean like dude please be considerate it hurts okay?
I really hate how he also brings up the topic of me and the guy's situation in CLASS, yes you read it correctly... in CLASS where people get it immediately that its both of us he's talking about. It's so awkward when everyone gets it and then they start to look at you and stare. At first i was laughing until people started turning their heads towards me and frowns. Like WTH DUDE! every time he gets the chance he'll bring it up.
I wish that these "friends" of mine should consider to stop teasing me because every time they do the memory gets stuck to my head, thus making me think more about him, thus leading me into a insane roller coaster of emotion when i'm with this guy and thus falling more in love with him and thus feeling helpless and eventually not helping me move on and will make me depressed.
